It is officially autumn!  So here's goodbye to summer and cheers for the falling brown leaves and whistling wind.  So far it's been quite depressing, actually, due to the transitional weather being very strange.  But who knows, it's picking up again slowly to a more cool one.  Otherwise, I'm really bumming it out to the max.  Staying at home, sleeping randomly, working on application, looking for jobs, eating randomly, making people think too much, having a good time through activities (running, tennis, badminton, or just plain chilling), and finding my way further into life.  I guess that's not really bumming out to the max, but at times that's how I feel. 

I don't really know what else to write on here.  This online journal thing has been dying slowly for me since I've been preferring to write by hand.  I can say that this summer has been an interesting one.  I, for once, wasn't taking any classes or traveling anywhere far.  I stayed at home and became closer to my long time friends.  Even more so, I've became great friends with those I met at the last quarter of my undergraduate career too.  I guess I can reflect about Spring Quarter, 2007 at Davis.  That was a strange quarter for me.  I guess it had to do with the fact that I was graduating.  I did all the things I could before I graduated like going to eat at local joints that I've been eyeing ever since Frehsmen year, or go clubbing with friends, playing IM sports (volleyball and flag football), playing more badminton, cooking, letting go of certain things, appreciating what have happened ever since the start of my senior year, laughing to learn at both good and bad memories, vowing to not making rash decisions, and remembering that there are always a heart in each of us no matter what.  Through out that quarter I felt as if I was being consumed by a monster but because of the people  I know and also met then have helped me beat that!  I know I'm talking very broad right now because I don't like to throw out people's names online.  But, yes, that quarter has helped me a lot in many ways.

And now, I feel happy and somewhat content.  I smile more.  I laugh more.  And it's all thanks to ....dun dun dun!  Hah, thought I would've written something.  Funny ain't it?  Just kidding.  Have a great season! 

A song on repeat

I woke up today and I felt like I've been cheated (not g/f or b/f type, but just in general).  So I went running again.  There's confusion flowing around and it doesn't like it's going to be resolved any time soon because we're so damn shy.  *sigh*  Do I go this way? Or that way?  Or just go straight?  Whatever it is .. I need to get a move on because I've been stagnant at the midpoint for the past month while inching left, right, or straight invariably.  I don't like this may be, may be not game.  It's either yes or no.  I've learned from my past and I am not going there again because it's painful. 

Don't worry.  I'm not depressed or anything like that, just confused out of my head.  Otherwise, I'm pretty content for most parts   .